I haven't been updating. I forgot I even had this blog. Pardon...
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This dream is hella strange. I was really freaked out... Besides fear, more emotions were there.
Alright. I haven't been going home very early. I intentionally go home close to midnight. I wasn't doing anything bad or illegal. So in the dream, it was late at night, it's sorta like
2am or 3am, at least it felt like so.
Tandiono (classmate) was with me. I guess I kinda dragged her and made her stay with me. I was
pouring out my troubles on her. We were sitting on a couch on the highest storey of the building we were in.
Finally, when I decided to head home. We went to the
elevator (2 other men were with us) and headed down. We were mindlessly chatting. In the dream, it was soundless, I don't know what we were chatting about. But there wasn't much emotion in the conversation. Then we realised that the elevator never stopped after a long while. We looked up and realised that in front of us was a
magician. He was staring hollow-ly into us and had an
evil grin. He was just doing his magic tricks without looking at them. He was pudgy, has a beard, in a typical magician costume.
Then he reached his hand to the buttons (ehh to get to whichever floor you want to), then we realised that there's another set of buttons and screen. He increased the number to 6. So it's like that's the
number of times we go from the first floor of the building to the last in the elevator non-stop without it stopping for any floors. It occured to us that the magician seemed to want us to look at him and have him entertain us. We were afraid, but we just looked at his tricks. Then slowly the number decreased. Finally, we were on our last trip, we were all relieved... until the magician went to increase the number, non-stop. He held the button for quite awhile...so that the number went over hundred. We all went hysterical. I was very afraid. Tandiono was next to me. I kept glancing at her. I was very worried for her as much as I fear what was going to happen to us.
Then the
magician just disappeared. Faded away. We didn't know what to do. Except to wait. We wanted to wait, but we realised that we did stop. We stopped at the
highest level of the building, where we started. 2 sides of the elevator opened (strange, because there was only 1 initially). Both sides were really dark. Yet, it seemed to be a
cemetry. Not in it's physical form... You see nothing, but
shadows. Which is pretty strange, no light source besides the elevator. Yet scientifically, the shadows shouldn't be cast in the directions I saw. From both sides,
voices kept ringing... They were very very dragged and
soul-less... They were saying "Are you coming to help us get down or to disappoint us again?" It's not the exact words, but that's the rough idea and the whole feel. They were very angry, vengeful yet souless. The 2 men who initially got on the elevator with us were still there. Rather frightened as well, but never talked.
Tandiono and I wanted to back away and move back, perhaps to allow more space for them to enter. But suddenly, a solid metal, cart-like thing appeared behind us, taking some space. I didn't know what to do. Whether to let those "people" enter the elevator, because I was scared. A voice told me yes.
I told them they could follow us. Tandiono didn't say anything, so I guess she agreed. Then... 1 side of the lift with the "people" turned into the regular place we were before we got on the elevator. There were many people there.
Campers, rather. They seemed to have just finished some school camp thing. Two guy campers got on.
On the other side of the lift, where the scary "people" were from still remained, and they wanted to rush onto the elevator. I think they did. They seemed to have occupied some space, yet were invisible. Or rather, I seemed to know that they were just shadows...
bleeding shadows... with very
decomposed bodies. Well, the two guy campers who got on... The elevator door closed slowly. We realised the two guy campers did not get onto the elevator properly, they were standing at the door itself. They got squashed. Not squashed exactly. But
sucked INSIDE the door. It was like, they were
rubber or something so soft that's able to bend.
Then the door slowly opened as it reached a level down. The guys *slided* out of the door. Like some cartoons, they appeared
flat. The flesh just slided off their bodies, like...
minced meat. Blood was just everywhere. They walked quickly, jerkily out of the elevator, roamed around that level we just landed on quickly. They didn't seem to want to return. They kept coming in and out. The lift door wasn't stuck, I was certain about it. But it just won't close... We were just
stuck there.
The level that we landed on... that the guys were roaming. It was a corner. A rather small corner like those malls with elevators are the very corner. Yes, it's a well-lit corner with
elevators on the side. It's strange because we had only 1 elevator in the building. At least that was what I know during the dream. In fact, at that corner... it's 2 elevators. Meaning 3 elevator's in the building? with 2 elevators as illusions? Strange... they never opened and never looked like they will.
Throughout the whole process of them being squashed and something. Tandiono and I were very very scared. I told Tandiono to come closer earlier because we wanted to make space to others to come on. We kept squeezing each other's hands and screaming-whispering (i have no idea how) "Oh God..." During that situation. I wanted very much to protect Tandiono, as a friend. And
being able to protect her seemed to be a strength for me. Yet, in the first place, I called Tandiono out with me to that place to talk to me, for me to pour my troubles. She seemed to want to protect me as much as I wanted to protect her...
I was very very scared. I wasn't crying in the dream, but when I woke up, I found out I was crying... *shrugs*
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(Short Analysis)
Freaky ><
